I have been home a week now but taking time off from work, to come to terms with the changes in my life.
I have written about my hope of completing my education someday. Things were going in the right direction- my university accreditation has been complete and it remains for me to put in my application. And there is a good chance that I might get accepted to a reputed university.
But I am having second thoughts now. I doubt if I can pull it through. I seem to have lost the confidence and will power to do it. I have tried to read the Bible over the last week to get comfort and have prayed to be led to a powerful verse that can guide me. I don’t often seem to get direct comfort from reading the Bible these days. My life is all topsy turvy.
I am reading my daily lesson now and I see a verse which seems to be speaking right to me.
Wait, my daughter, until you find out what happens. For the man will not rest until the matter is settled today.
It gives me hope that I need to trust and hold on and keep going. My life will clear out again like Ruth’s did and be once more filled with blessings.
Praise God !